You all are more important than you know.

I don't do hard drugs. I never have and being at this stage of my life I probably never will. Porn is the way I release my stress. If I can't get to sleep I will rub one out to one of my favorite scenes. Had a bad day at work? Rub one out to a cam session or call a phone sex line. You get the picture.

Sex Workers for a lot of people like myself can be the thin line of stress release that can keep folks like me from going over the deep end. Today is a day of days. Where that is needed more than ever. Let me back up and give you a little context.

I have been a Lakers fan for the better part of 30 years. I am not old enough to remember Magic but I was in high school when the Lakers won their first of three titles with Kobe and Shaq. That team's dominance defined my childhood. Kobe Bryant for a lot of Laker fans was more than a player we rooted for, he was almost like a member of our families. So the tragedy of today's events are devastating to the core of every devout Lakers fan.

I was at my Day job today literally crying as I was assisting clients. I almost was too emotional to even continue my shift. So tonight when I got home I started to pull up some of my favorite hardcore scenes to get my mind off things .

You beautiful people in the adult industry play a critical role in the mental well being of society at large The fantasies that you create allow folks to enter those realms and even if for a fleeting moment, forget all the terrible things that are going on in our realities.

You provide a service that I honestly believe is underappreciated and undervalued. Tonight I am not doing any lines I am not smoking any weed I am not shooting anything into my veins or even taking a drink of my favorite scotch.
I am watching some adult content. Trying to get my mind off things.

Rest in power Kobe Bryant  you will be missed. And to the adult content creators. Please do not underestimate how legitimately critical your role is to the societal health of this world.